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Monday, May 3, 2010

This makes it real...

So, I'm going to meet with a lady who runs a home daycare tomorrow. This makes it really real that I have to go back to work. Don't get me wrong, I know I am extremely fortunate to be able to take 6 months off and only going back 2 days a week for now, but that doesn't make it any easier. I love spending all day with Caroline. I love seeing her learn new things--and it seems like she learns something new everyday. And, selfishly, I don't want someone else to see them for the first time. At my job, I get to play and help kids all day...and I can't help but wonder if I'll just spend the entire day wishing I was with my child instead of someone else's?

2 comments:

The Haines

It really is such a blessing to be able to stay home with my babies.. I wouldnt trade it.. but I believe I am a better mommy when I can work a couple days a week. Are you going to stay part time?

Owen and Erin

I am sorry you have to go back. I don't play with children all day, so I am not sure how you will feel...but if I am honest with myself going back to work isn't as bad as I thought it would be. don't get me wrong...I still want to be a SAHM and hopefully one day that will work out...but if I can give any advice it is..."it's not as bad as you think it is in your mind". Love ya!

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